Moved back to college today. Got my laptop. I am insanely tired.

I told myself I wouldn't stay in my room all the time this year, but my excuse for right now is... I'm not sure I have the energy to move. I woke up at 6:30 today, when for the rest of the week I'd been averaging 3 PM as a wake-up time every day. It was difficult to sleep last night.

I did go to a barbeque at Drew's tonight, and that was fun. I enjoy being social, but after a while of being around a lot of people, I start to feel really edgy for some reason. It's not that I don't like people. I just never know what to say, and I always feel so self-conscious. I worry that people are going to listen to whatever stupid joke I make and look on me with disdain ever afterwards.

I like my new room. It's smaller than my old one, but it seems cozy. Comfortable. I went with brighter colors this year, as far as bedclothes and towels and such, but I still went ahead and hung a jolly roger over my bed. I'd like to decorate more. My side of the room still seems rather bare.

I am so very tired...